Look At this Face...

Look at this face
 I know the years are showing
 Look at this life 
I still don't know where it's going
  I don't know much
 But I know I love you
 And that may be all I need to know 
 Look at these eyes 
They've never seen what mattered
 Look at these dreams
 So beat and so battered 
 I don't know much
 But I know I love you
 That may be 
all I need to know 
 So many questions
 still left unanswered
 So much 
I've never broken through 
 And when I feel you near me
 Sometimes I see so clearly 
The only truth I've ever known is
 me and you 
 Look at this man
 So blessed with inspiration
 Look at this soul
 Still searching for salvation
  I don't know much
 But I know I love you 
And that may be
 all I need to know 
 I don't know much
 But I know I love you
 That may be
 all I need to know 
 I don't know much
 But I know I love you
 That may be
 all there is to know 

I will never forget when I was little my Mom would always

cry to this song and

say that it

reminded her of Trent, through the years it has become a song I have also loved

and felt the connection...

So, I decided to post the words, it was sung by Linda

Ronstadt and Aaron Neville..

I really don't think many of you understand the love

we have for our Trent, he is such an amazing person and SO full of LIFE- I am not

sure I have ever met anyone who has loved life as much as Trent, he has such

determination and fight in him.

Yesterday was an ok day- it started out with many tears and for the past 35 days I do

not think there is one day there is not a tear from one of our eye's. Trent was taken

off the vent on Tuesday and one of his lung drains was also taken off, this was a big

day.. Then yesterday morning when my parents went to see him (as they were at the

hospital til 2am the night before).. My Mom said he was slouched over with this big

thing on his head, a fever and his heart rate in the 190 area (high), his blood

pressure was high as well.. I think at this point we were all lost and confused,

I cannot even imagine the feelings my little brother has, the pain he has endured.

It takes me back to Christ and how he died for us, how he was on the cross: nailed

mind you to the cross, thorns in his head, I know that Christ is feeling our pain

and the tears he senses, he knows how much we love Trent. Trent is his perfect being

these disabled children, adults, babies- they are more perfect then any of us. I see

them as our examples in life, how can one not love these amazing people. If you have

not had a Trent in your life I encourage you to go over and do volunteer work at

Jordan Valley in Midvale... Go somewhere where your heart can be touched. I LOVE YOU

TRENT.. I cannot imagine life without Trent, he has been me and my brothers life

since the day he was born. We did not go on vacations like the average family, Trent

was too critical with his seizures: I do not even care, Our vacations have been

enjoying EVERY minute of Trent, seeing his smile, looking at his face when he gets

his balloons, taking him for rides.. Life has been good- we have definantely been

blessed..

Trent was doing ok when I left, No real alarm, though everything is still touch and

go. We were scared yesterday.. My wonderful husband gave him a blessing and while

doing this Trent was not having spasms or moving at all- he was so calm. I love this

kid, I love my husband for being able to give him this blessing, as he has done so

many times. Trent, hold strong were all cheering for you.