Flash Back Friday!

Oh, Let them be LITTLE!!!

IN MY DAUGHTER'S EYES!!! By: Martina McBride

In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero.
I am strong an' wise,
And I know no fear.
But the truth is plain to see:
She was sent to rescue me,
I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes.

In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal,
Darkness turns to light,
And the world is at peace.
This miracle God gave to me,
Gives me strength when I am weak.
I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes.

An' when she wraps her hand around my finger,
Oh, it puts a smile in my heart.
Everything becomes a little clearer.
I realise what life is all about.
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough;
It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up.
I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes. 

In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future.
A reflection of who I am,
An' what will be.
An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave:
Maybe raise a family,
When I'm gone, I hope you'll see,
How happy she made me,
For I'll be there, in my daughter's eyes.

I love love LOVE my girls! I LOVE them SO much and I thank the good lord EVERY day for the chance to be their mother, My heart aches every time they leave out the door to go to School, I want them to stay little but I know I have to let them go. So, my thought for today is "Let them be Little", When they are young- LET them, Yes mine are still young but it goes SO SO fast.. I miss my cute babies being young and I often wonder if this is it for our Family, if these 2 beautiful girls will be all the kids into our home that I can all mine. It breaks my heart- I really wanted more children and I still want more but I have been trying hard to come to the terms that I might just be done. I have (me) not Shawn thought of SO many options in my brain.. I have looked into Surrogacy but it is SO SO expensive, I just wish it were easy for me to have babies, those of you who can enjoy it and know how lucky ♣ you are to know you have not failed, I have tried and tried to come with terms of not feeling like a failure but dang it.. Maybe I will never get over it. But for now I focus on these sweet girls who have SO much to offer the world! I need to do my best to make sure they get what they need. 

Look how cute these 2 were when they were little, I LOVE them and I just cannot get enough of them.. I cannot believe how fast the time has gone.. Love your kids! Enjoy the days with them, don't worry about your house being clean or what name brands your wearing or your kids are wearing, they will not care 10 years from now.. They want a Mom who is focused on loving them and I hope one day my kids will know just how much I love them.

~Shalise